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February 2004
February 1, 2004 |Time| 6:40 PM |Sound| superbowl |Habit| doing what everyone does, watch the superbowl for the commercials |Feel| full |Think| Januaury is over! My grandma just called and she asked what I was up to. I told her I was watching the superbowl, and she asked me if my team was winning. Team, please... I told her I don't watch football and that I was only watching it for the commercials. Who actually watches the superbowl for the football? Not too many people... They may lie, and try and claim otherwise, but we all know the truth; the commercials are the reason so many people watch. I really want to play some Final Fantasy 7 right now, but I can't just abandon the commercials. Last year was the first year I actually watched and they had some kick-ass movie previews. I'm waiting to see something for Van Hellsing, which I will definitely be seeing with Sean. But yeah, I played some FF7 yesterday for a few hours and I'm so back in the mood to play it again, which is why I'm angry the superbowl had to be today. I guess I'll just have to wait until tomorrow, and I get home around 1 so I'll have a few hours to mess with it. I'm really hoping I don't have school tomorrow. We're supposed to have rain and ice and all that fun stuff tomorrow. (weather) Originally they were calling for several inches of snow, but now it's just ice. Apparently it's supposed to start tonight and carry over into tomorrow. Then later in the week we're supposed to get some more snow. Illinois weather sucks. I'm sure I'll have school tomorrow, and I'm sure it won't start late either. They're evil, and they know that half of the students come from Illinois, yet when there's a solid sheet of ice on the roads, we just open 2 hours later than normal. Yeah, that's helping out a lot... Besides, I don't want to find out what I got on my test cuz it was the most horrible thing ever. I hope there's a huge curve cuz otherwise I'm sure I failed that written part. February 16, 2004 |Time| 3:34 PM |Sound| "Love Profusion" Madonna |Habit| not studying in advance |Feel| my hands are cold... |Think| finally, the song from the estee lauder commercial! It seems that I ended up with an 80 something on my written test, and I got a 100% on my hands-on. Then on our last test for the programming section I got a 95% on the written and a 100% on the hands-on. I had the highest grade on the written, which my teacher announced to the whole class as he handed us back our tests. I ended up with an A for that section! Yay! I got an A for my computer class and it's going on my report card! That doesn't happen too often; It's either a B+ or a B. All my generals have been A's except for two, which physics was one and I was glad to have a B for that class. We're doing our one week security section now and I've gotten 100's on everything so far. I think the only thing we've really got let is the test. It should be ending on Wednesday. Now I've got a business test tomorrow and it's 10 essay questions. I was planning on studying some yesterday for it so I could try and remember it through a couple of days that way I would be sure I knew it. Me and studying never seem to work well together. I studied some earlier and I keep running what I know through my head so that I remember it and then I'll look at it again later; plus I'll look at it tomorrow in the morning before my computer class and then during my break right before the test. I'm thinking it'll be pretty easy and I should get it all right. I got some stone coasters, for my apartment, from my mom for Valentine's Day. I'm against V-Day though. People (girls) get all crazy around and on Valentine's Day because they're all about having someone on that day and getting gifts. My views on this whole situation is that if you have somebody then you should both show that you love and care about each other every day of the year, and V-Day shouldn't be some day to try and prove your love. If the person doesn't already know that you love them, then there's a problem there. So yes, I told Sean not to get me anything and he didn't; just like I didn't get anything for him. Now, guys that he works with told him not to listen to what I said and get me something. I know that's how girls are; they say "oh no, you don't need to get me anything" but really what they're saying is "you'd better be getting me something really nice otherwise you're in so much trouble." I'm a girl, and I'm saying this: girls are stupid! Dont' be stupid and play around like that; just say what it is you want be everyone will be happy. Which leads me to one other stupid thing that girls do/claim: pms. To me that's something that girls made up so that they can get away with being complete bitches. That time of the month has no affect on me whatsoever. It comes, it lasts a few days, it goes, it comes back the next month. Sure there's cramps and pains and whatnot, but that's not a reason to be a bitch to everyone. Deal with it because you're going to have to for a LONG time and nobody wants to put up with your shit. I went to Target on Saturday and got a shower curatin for my blue bathroom. Now I just need to find a shower curtain for the yellow/orange bathroom. I really want those colors, but then again I love blue (and so does Sean) so I could just do both in blue. Of course, the bedroom is going to be in navy blue with some silver accents though I'm still not sure how I want to throw the silver into it, and the living room furniture is blue. I'm thinking I really need to have another color. The kitchen and game room are just kinda there and have no specific color February 22, 2004 |Time| 8:26 PM |Sound| "Unchained Melody" Righteous Brothers |Habit| yawning |Feel| tired |Think| it's almost March... This weekend I actually did something productive. Big shock? I think so. I tend to just kinda lounge around the house and not do much of anything (absoultely nothing) on the weekends any more. Sean started cleaning his room and going through things and pitching stuff, which he told me he was doing. This of course made me all ready to start going through my room as well. I spent my Saturday cleaning out my desk drawers and underneath my bed. I filled up a large garbage bag with junk just from my desk. I seriously had more stuff in my desk than I did under my bed, which I for one would never have thought that possible. Today I decided to go ahead and start on my closet, so I did that for a couple of hours. I had more in my closet to pitch than I expected too. I didn't finish up with that, but I didn't feel like going through everything today; plus I wanted to watch Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust before I talked to Sean. Bloodlust was much better than the original. Other than that I didn't do anything this weekend. I was dead yesterday, even after going to bed at 10 something Friday night. I went to bed early last night as well, and I didn't get up until after 8 today. I don't know; I just need to try and be asleep before 10 every night this week if possible. I'm being all crazy with sleep, and I don't know why. Whenever I try to sleep in on the weekends, it seems I always wake up around 7 or so, and then I can't sleep too much after that no matter how dead I am. I know I'm used to getting up at 5:30 or so every morning, and that's why I get up early on the weekends. On school mornings though I could so very easily go back to sleep for hours; I think the thought of getting up and going to school makes it easier for my to sleep. It's a shame I can't convince myself that I have to get up for something on the weekends cuz if I could do that, then I could probably get some decent sleep. I don't know. I was going to tell my mom tonight that Sean and I are getting married on August 9th, but then my dad came home and there was no way I was going to talk to both of them about it. I want it to just be me and my mom and have to deal with just her. I know she's going to tell me I'm rushing into things and that I should wait a while, but I know I'm not rushing into anything and nothing is going to change my mind. The only reason I don't want to tell her is because I don't want to have to hear about it for however long, but I need to tell her because she said she'd like to be there whenever I get married even though there's no ceremony or anything. So she kinda needs to know in advance so her and my dad can get off of work and go down there for it. I don't know, maybe I'm just thinking it'll be more of a big deal than it really will be. I did think my parents were going to say a whole lot more when I told them I was engaged. I think this is slightly different though. They know I'm engaged, and that I'm moving down there on May 20th, which they're helping bring my stuff there. But the fact that I already have a date picked and it's only like 2 and a half months after I move there, yeah, that's why it's different. Besides, my mom told me I don't need to rush into anything and that if it doesn't work out that I can always come back home. I know she's just worried about me and wants the best for me, but that's why I'm so reluctant to say anything. Plus there's the whole thing with my sister and Josh living together and then him moving out cuz they needed some time apart. That sure as hell doesn't help. Sean and I aren't like other people. We know how everything is, we're not going to get tired of each other, we won't need time apart... we just know it's right, we know it's perfect... and nobody else can understand that because they don't know how we are. Everyone is different, and people need to start thinking about that more, along with the fact that we know what we're doing. I knew after the first 2 hours of 'talking' (typing online) with Sean, that there was something. And I was definitely in complete love with him within a week. Sean says after those 2 first hours that he walked away saying he was going to marry me, and he is. We didn't need to see each other, we didn't need to actually talk to each other, and we both knew. So once we started talking on the phone and met, there was no way I could ever be with anyone else. I'm sure nobody can understand that unless it's happened to them, and I can't say I expect them to believe it. That's how it is though. And when I think about being with Sean for the rest of my life, I can't help but cry because I'm just so happy. Sean is the only reason I'm happy... Archives |
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